Sometime LATER become NEVER! Do it NOW!

I have the habit to update my blog like twice a year.. haha Next time I'll try to update it more often.. I'll put it in my New Year Resolutions for 2016... ;) I'm actually planning to put on better contents for my blogs... I will work on it.. 

I have done my internship training and got a good marks for it.. Bad news is that I have to extend my study for another semester.. Did not manged to finish my research on time.. Even now I am dragging the time.. I need motivation.. Like big time motivation... Away from my families and friends, not helping much.. I made new friends when I went to train with another rugby club.. Well it's nice to breath new air and surrounded with new people.. A new beginning... 

I haven't been playing rugby for 2-3 years? I don't remember myself... It was one of the toughest and the stupidest decisions I've made my entire life.. I have been running... I am so tired of giving up now.. For some, they probably know that I have been through a bad depression before.. I'm not saying that I am completely alright now but things gets better.. And eventually things will continue to be better... 

I went back to K.K. few months ago after my internship training ended... End up spent more than 2 months back home.. Playing rugby again.. Joined 2 tournaments... I was in a bad condition.. Really.. But man I still got it.. Haha! I need to slim down a bit.. That's for sure... Need to get back in shape unfortunately the only workout I've been doing these past 2 weeks was eating.. Tons.. I need motivation for both study and my body.. I know the only person who can help me is myself.. Well that's the freaking catch.. Super darn hard.. I have list of things that needed to be done before 2016...Or else I will not be alright for the rest of my life... Hmmm Need to be super positive about things.. 

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED RORA~!!

xoxo

New Year.. New Environment... New Life...

Despite of everything that happened these past few months of my life, everything seems starting to be alright. I am all hyped with new things. I'm an intern now. Almost graduating. But I still have thesis to settle on. My final exam was just nice. The result gets better. I am so proud of myself. No more silly distraction. Went to a vacation with le housemates. It was fun, nice and relaxing. The bungalow was a barn house theme without any walls. No windows. No doors. Only pillars and the roofs.

As soon as we reached the place, this was the first thing that we could see from the entrance. It is not as scary as it seems though. 

This is how they separate the bedrooms from the rest of the house. The one that we rented has two rooms that could accommodate 10-16 people.  

This is exactly what I woke up to. It was so calming. I sleep in most of the time while the other were enjoying the swimming pool.

We went with Paein instead of Cha. I was upset that Cha didn't come but I'm glad to have Paien with us. She is a lot of fun too. I miss them so much though I hate to admit it because I have always been the tough one in the family so yeah. I end up went away with much silence. I so sorry everyone. It is not goodbyes but it is hard enough for me. So yeah. Bittersweet memories aye!

Till the next entry. I have to go now. It's lunch hour... The time that shouldn't be skipped. Tehee~!

xoxo