Sunday, November 15, 2015

Sometime LATER become NEVER! Do it NOW!

I have the habit to update my blog like twice a year.. haha Next time I'll try to update it more often.. I'll put it in my New Year Resolutions for 2016... ;) I'm actually planning to put on better contents for my blogs... I will work on it.. 

I have done my internship training and got a good marks for it.. Bad news is that I have to extend my study for another semester.. Did not manged to finish my research on time.. Even now I am dragging the time.. I need motivation.. Like big time motivation... Away from my families and friends, not helping much.. I made new friends when I went to train with another rugby club.. Well it's nice to breath new air and surrounded with new people.. A new beginning... 

I haven't been playing rugby for 2-3 years? I don't remember myself... It was one of the toughest and the stupidest decisions I've made my entire life.. I have been running... I am so tired of giving up now.. For some, they probably know that I have been through a bad depression before.. I'm not saying that I am completely alright now but things gets better.. And eventually things will continue to be better... 

I went back to K.K. few months ago after my internship training ended... End up spent more than 2 months back home.. Playing rugby again.. Joined 2 tournaments... I was in a bad condition.. Really.. But man I still got it.. Haha! I need to slim down a bit.. That's for sure... Need to get back in shape unfortunately the only workout I've been doing these past 2 weeks was eating.. Tons.. I need motivation for both study and my body.. I know the only person who can help me is myself.. Well that's the freaking catch.. Super darn hard.. I have list of things that needed to be done before 2016...Or else I will not be alright for the rest of my life... Hmmm Need to be super positive about things.. 







CHALLENGE ACCEPTED RORA~!!

xoxo


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